Sunday, June 21, 2009

21 JUN 2009 kul9.12 mlm


Ari nih hari bapa…tp aku tak der kredit nk wish kat abah…harap abah faham…aku takut la nk dtg keje esk….takut ader masalah…ya allah kenapa aku berasa begini…sebelum nih aku biasa jer..seronok lg ader la…

Yang allah Bantu la hamba mu ini….hilangkn lah kegusaran di hatiku ini…kenapa?think positive...sebelom nih apa yg aku buat sume think positive...skunk nih pulak aku berasa mcm nih....kenapa?....maybe allah nk mencuba aku…aku tak tahu kenapa aku berasa susah untuk memegang jawatan ini…aku rase mungkin sebab masa hadapan…kelemahan paling besar aku…talk in English…im not fluent to talk in English….why? I don’t know…but many of time I try too talk…hmmm..maybe I can start now…write this diary in English…ya….why I cannot thinking of that…he3..

I think I not prepared to be pegawai tadbir n41……many of things I was to learn…or I not mature…. Oh my god…